what am i to you..??

to you with full of question marks..

may i ask you a or some question(s)..?
it's been spinning on my head.
confusing me.
freaking me out.

may i show them to you..?
so you could know what do i have in my mind.
so you could answer them.
so i could sleep well tonight.

may i give a box to you..?
the box that i keep since i met you for the first time.
it's containing of all my feelings to you.
including my anger, happiness, sadness ..
and yes i want you to have it because it's all about you.

may i go to the point..?
the point that i want to ask to you.
the thing that makes me wonder like a hell.

ahh..
how do i tell you..?
how is your reaction..?

look.,
all i wanna ask to you is.,

what am i to you..?
do all the things we do have means to you..?
that's holding hand.,
that's blink of your eye.,
that's smile.,
that's word.,
what do they mean.....,, to you..?

you know.,
those things are really mean to me.
am i wrong if i ask to you..?


what am i to you..?