Bandung (again)

Hai people!

By the time I'm writing this opening is about preparing to go to Bandung.
I'm sweaty enough., abis stretching pagi soalnya. Yeup, I have my good habit back.
Stretching pagi yang udah ga pernah gue lakukan setahun belakangan ini akhirnya gue lakukan lagi. Baru sekitar 2 mingguan sih, and still going on.

Ga cuma stretching pagi aja, sekarang gue juga kembali membuka buku.
Kalo biasanya weekend gue isi dengan tidur atau nonton DVD atau twit2 meracau di dunia maya,, akhir2 ini gue suka membaca. Mulai dari novel lama sampai novel2 yang baru gue beli.

A good step to distract me from twitter. Dari mulai sekedar baca2 timeline hingga twit2 gue yang dianggap suka bikin risih itu.

Well, as a talkative young lady I feel like to talk, say something, even twit. Tapi ternyata ada yang merasa ga suka dengan hal itu.
Entah apa namanya. Habit, watak, sifat, I don't know.

dan hingga saatnya gue mencapai titik puncak lelah, I said "aku udah usaha, tapi kayaknya kamu ga melihat usahaku.. So let's just be friends.."

Maybe it's my longest relationship. and this time is also our longest break up moment.

Both of us are tiring of each other. Same problem, same advice, same mistake, and same make up thingy.

There's no tears this time.
Maybe because I thought it's gonna be like before; we're gonna good after all.

But I'm wrong.
Both of us is still arguing. He attacked me with his argument while I'm here just cried because I don't know.

What I don't know is,, I'm confuse. Do not know how to start. Do not understand him. Even I don't know how to start to say, "mas,, aku ga ngerti sama kamu.."

I do not understand with the way when he's angry. I don't like it. But I don't know how to say it. Aaaaargh.! Damn.!

Maybe better that we break.

dan Bandung lagi2 menjadi tempat gue untuk,,, ngggg... melarikan diri.? Hahahahaha..
inget 2 taun lalu saat gue just broke up with #masAA .? I went to Bandung too.

Bandung kota favorite gue sempat menjadi kota terlarang gue saat bersama this guy (not #masAA , of course).
He thought that I'm gonna meet a guy from my past. Well, I'm not, dude.

Just like what I'm gonna do know.
Having fun, meet some good friends, doing stuff, and forgetting you.

Beside, I'll try not to put the blame on myself. There will be no regretting for this time.

I'm happy to see you happy when I'm not around, mas.


Love,
--CePe--

*tulisan ini dibuat Sabtu, 1 Dec 2012