sepi

Terserah lo mau bilang gue lagi mellow menye2 atau lagi PMS. But all the feel I have now is,, I really need someone to talk with. I mean, the real talk. Like heart-to-heart talk. No, maybe more to be as brainstorming.

I need real human to talk with. To specific friend, not a random people as on twitter. To real face, not through text or voice as BBM or phone call.

Seems like I lost my friends. I have no one to talk with. Even I have someone though, I don't know what to say.

You can say that this time is my lowest point in my life. What I've done seems wrong and can't be good. What's wrong.?

But when I try to run from these problems I remember what mas AA said to me back then,"mau kamu lari kemana juga yang namanya masalah akan tetap sama aja. Pasti akan tetap ada. Lagian yang namanya masalah itu dihadapi, bukan dihindari.."

When I got problem, I recall those magic words. Then I can be strong again. Then I can face the problem. Because I know, everywhere I go I would get the same things. It might be come from me inside so I always got the same trouble. It means I have to do such a correction or instropection to myself.

Aaargh.! So many things to do. So many trouble to be handled. So little friends to talk with.


--CePe--