Pasar Turi Surabaya - Gambir Jakarta

"Keyakinan ga sesimpel harapan saat kenyataan sudah berbicara. I can't help my heart from broken and my tears from falling down."

"Plug in headset to ears, adjust to max volume, wear capuchon.. Yes I'm ready to dump myself into my own world..And a drop of tear falls down from my eyes."

Itu yang gue tulis di twitter gue semalam dan pagi ini. Looks like in a deep down broken heart.? Yeah, kind of..

Lagu yang gue denger di telinga gue sekarang adalah Grow Old With You nya Adam Sandler. Lagu ini udah gue rencanakan untuk gue masukin di playlist wedding song gue.
Sesimpel itu.? Iyah, sesimpel itu.
Berencana boleh kan.? Tambah sedikit harapan juga boleh. Dan seharusnya gue juga taruh sedikit keikhlasan di sana biar saat ternyata kenyataan menuntut gue ke jalan yang lain, gue sudah siap menerimanya.

Pernah baca bukunya Adhitya Mulya yang judulnya Gege Mengejar Cinta.? Di buku itu diceritain tentang seorang Gege yang mengejar cintanya Caca. Di sisi lain, ada *damn gue lupa namanya* yang mengejar Gege.
*nama cewe tersebut Tia, barusan gue googling*.
Dari novel konyol ini gue sedikit berpikir bahwa someday someone will get someone who puts him/her as her/his universe.
Yes, I really would like to be someone's universe. I think it would be soooo nice to be the one in someone's life.

Pernah terpikir ga sama lo tentang hal ini.?
Maybe I had been someone's universe.
Maybe I've ever put someone as my universe.
Maybe someday I'll get my own universe., someone who puts me as his universe and vice versa.
Maybe someday, maybe someone.


And as this train leaves Pasar Turi to bring me back to Gambir, I have Mantan Terindah by Kahitna in my ears. As those things run smoothly, I have tears fall on my cheek.


--CePe--



*dedicated to mas AA for finding 'another me' and mas DFI, a friend who will get married next month*